In the year 2006 I was pursuing MBA first year. One day
I had terrible fight with my hostel roommates. I had been falsely accused of
breaking rules. Though few days later everyone apologized, that
day was spent in extreme agony triggering all painful memories hidden
deep inside my soul.
That night lying on my bed, looking at the
crescent moon through a window, I was weeping with rage. My mind
was rapidly recalling all repressed awful memories. All challenges,
humiliation, insults, and failures I had faced since childhood. All situations
where I had to suffer either as a result of my own mistakes /
weaknesses or because of someone else's fault. Faces of all those people who
hurt me were popping up in my mind…those who had made fun of me, those who
thought I am incapable of achieving anything in life, those who were pretending
to be well wisher but had other hidden agenda etc etc
First time I was not only upset with God but also on the
verge of losing faith in supreme power. Sobbing uncontrollably I said –
‘‘God Enough is enough.
I will never ever tolerate any kind of non sense in my life. I don't deserve
whatever I had gone through till date. I always believed in you. I sailed
through worst phases courageously and always stayed optimistic. I always
trusted your divine plan for me. I never complained about any challenges you
threw at me. I knew you would protect and guide me.
But, now I no longer want
to suffer in silent acquiescence. Today I demand explanation,
justification and answers. Why I have been suffering? Why I had to go through
so many challenges where as I see others are living their life with ease.
If you really exist prove
me, If you are hearing this prove me, If you have ever considered me as
your child prove me, If you are really a supreme power prove me. I don't care
how you do it. I just want you to prove me you existence now. ‘Now’
means literally this moment as I am saying these words. I will not wait. It is
an ultimatum, If you don't prove me now I will spend rest of my life as atheist....
Prove me now, prove me
now, prove me now.... ’’
I had lost the count of how many times I said prove me now. I was mentally exhausted
and my body was aching. Then suddenly something happened. I went into half conscious
and half unconscious state of being. I was kind of teleported into different
dimension or plane.
I found myself in gigantic library. One wise soul was
accompanying me. He was wearing white robe. He guided me to one table and chair
and instructed me to sit. A very huge book was kept in front of me. Book’s size
was approximately 5-6 feet in height. He instructed me to open certain page
numbers. I was amazed to see such a huge beautiful book. I started turning
pages, they were heavy and of white and golden color. I realized this book was
live. On few pages I saw pictures and maps, on few pages I saw live scenes the
way we watch videos on youtube. Few pages were blank but it contained some
message and I heard it like the way we hear audios. Few pages were absolutely
blank. Few pages had words written on it.
That wise man was helping me to understand messages that book
was revealing to me. He was providing all information to my soul which it
needed to know at that point of time. A look of astonishment crossed on my face
and I was nodding my head in approval…I had finally understood all ‘Whys’.
Next day morning I woke up at 6. I was feeling very fresh,
peaceful and calm. I was thinking about entire experience, was it real? I tried
to recollect messages but I could not remember a single word. Then of out of nowhere
I heard clear statement in my mind ‘it was your Akashic record, It was your
soul’s book’. That time I also got awareness that each soul has Akashic
Record or book. This book records each and every life time of the soul in
detail. It records every event, feelings, thoughts, intention etc. Akashic
library is the real place in heaven. All information is stored energetically.
With skepticism I checked on Google and I freaked out because
the word ‘Akashic record’ existed and there were tons of information available.
I had never heard or read about this before. My conscious mind got intimidated
by this claircognizance; as usual it wanted to have control over all the data
that gets processed in my mind. It started scanning all memory files desperately
to find out source of the information.
After few hours my conscious mind told me, Yes you may know
this word because there was a Hindi movie called Taqdeerwala, It is a comedy movie where similar type of book falls
from heaven and Lord Yamraj and Chitragupt descend to Earth to look for it.
A part of me knew that it was not the only source.
Information was a direct download from higher divine energies. I decided not to
analyze or judge this experience further. I just accepted this experience. I was
feeling thankful. God had taken efforts to prove me his existence and had
answered all my questions.
Although I could never recollect those messages and conversation
with that wise soul, entire experience had given me sense of peace and clarity
at soul level.
My life did not change drastically after this experience, but
yes my overall faith in God, Universe or life continued to grow stronger.
PS
According
to Hindu mythology angelic being called ‘Chitragupta’ records and judges people’s
deeds in Akashic Records. He works for the God of death called ‘Yama’. In Western
world it is believed that Archangel Metatron is the keeper of Akashic Record
and Archangel Azrael is the angel of death. He helps souls to pass over
and ensure smooth transition after death.
Awesome experience Charu....its mindblowing
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